“You don’t get to choose how you’re going to die. Or when.
But, you can decide how you’re going to live now.”
~ Joan Baez
There will come a time when we will run out of time. Just ask my elderly neighbor Jackie what she would rather be doing instead of sitting in her wheelchair all day swiping and tapping away on her iPad. I did. She would rather be dancing. Ask my great uncle what he would rather be doing instead of taking his medication 3 times a day, and “laying low” because he can’t stand the humidity. I did. He would rather be camping.
Time is ticking by. It’s fleeting. We blink, and the day, another whole day, is gone.
I’ll be 50 this year. Lamenting the passage of time comes with the territory of turning 50. I’m approaching what everyone likes to call the “halfway” point which is a bit of a cruel joke because 50 isn’t halfway, it’s much more than that. Who the hell lives to be 100?
Approaching this milestone is emotionally difficult for me. Honestly, just calling it a “milestone” makes me very uncomfortable. Damn it, I’m too young for milestone birthdays. As I await for the “perfect time” to do what I want and need to do with the one life I’ve been given, the only conclusion I draw is that time sure isn’t waiting for me.
What are some things we can do before we run out of time?
Apologize. Is there someone who needs a sincere apology? Probably. Haven’t we waited long enough to swallow our pride? “Sorry” may or may not act as the bridge we seek, but it’s something we can do to expel harbored negative energy. It’s an action we can take now, before it’s too late and we don’t get the chance.
Forgive. What holds hands with an apology, of course, is forgiveness. Who do we need to forgive? Forgiving a wrong is something we can do with or without an apology from others. Letting go of angry grudges is also an action we can take now, because grudges deplete our strength and spirit.
Travel. This one is easy cliche, but many of us would travel more (if only we “had the time”). Exploration and adventure is nectar for our senses. It opens our hearts and minds to other cultures and the great big (and little) world we inhabit. Planning a memorable trip is something to we should take off the back burner. We need to stop waiting for a retirement that isn’t guaranteed.
Finish. Writing a book? Reading one? Either way, let’s finally finish it. Remodeling a bathroom? Going back to school to get a degree? Put those damn loose ends to bed already. Our “to do” list keeps us stuck. When finishing becomes our priority, it snowballs into accomplishment.
Volunteer. We want to get involved. We want to lend ourselves to social issues, such as literacy or the soup kitchen, for example, but we’re “waiting” until we have the time. Why? Get involved today. Why wait any longer to be of service? When we volunteer, we quickly find out that we get more than we give.
Overcome. Face a fear and get help. Addictions keep us from living happy lives. There is no time like the present to take that first step toward healing. When we treat today like the first day of the rest of our lives, we understand that it’s our good fortune to simply be alive, and it’s easier to stop taking our life and our health for granted.
Thank. Demonstrating gratitude toward those who help us navigate our lives is important. Actively thanking those who make a difference is an expression of love. Adding the words “thank you” to most interactions creates a symbiotic relationship with humanity.
Learn. We may feel like old dogs, but we’re never too old to learn new tricks! It’s time, today, to move toward that thing that fascinates us, that hobby or experience we think we could explore if only we had the time. Playing the piano? Learning another language? Why are we “waiting” to tickle our fancies? Tickle them now to create new beginnings.
Party. Family, friends, loved ones. Just get together. Plan social gatherings and visit everyone. What’s better than food, drink, and good times? It may be unpleasant to think this way, but every visit, every party, could be our last one, so why wait?
Expel. Let go of all that does not serve our spirit. People. Junk. Ideas. Hangups. Now is the time to purge anything and everything that does not make us smile, or make an important contribution to our happiness. Spend no energy on what doesn’t benefit our well being.
Yes, there will come a time when we will run out of time. It’s a simple concept. “Running out of time” still feels far away to me, but I know I’m inching closer each day, and I’ve been very lucky so far. Anything can happen, right? It’s high time I used every last drop of the time I’m given.
That thing I want to do, that thing I believe I can do if I just stopped procrastinating? It’s time to go for it. These are the years I will check things off my bucket list. I will strive to savor my time, instead watching it slip away along with my regrets.
The stuff on the back burner has been simmering too long. It’s time to pull it off the stove before it sticks to the pot.